The language of Love knows no boundaries though it may not express itself in words, but deep within it lasts a lifetime amidst all the pain in its simplicity…
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way than this:
where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.”
The year of 2014 wasn’t much characterised by my avid blogging, perhaps some bad times, sometimes the pressures of work & many more things that disturbed my mind or left me perturbed in some way or the other.
But the few times that I jotted down a few words they really touched my heart & made me feel happier & lighter perhaps it’s the feeling of connecting to souls that brought me back to life. This is one sign that definitely not keep me away from my blog for long, for the lovely people who keep following me Have faith, I will definitely give you some good reads a tad too often in 2015…
Have a fabulous New Year 2015 folks…Spread Love, Care, Benevolence Around You !!!
Here’s an excerpt:
A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 370 times in 2014. If it were a cable car, it would take about 6 trips to carry that many people.
The moments leading up to the New Year sometimes remind us before we pop the champagne and celebrate, to stop, and reflect on the year that has gone by, to remember both
Our triumphs and our missteps,
Our promises made and broken,
the times we opened ourselves up to great adventures…
or closed ourselves down for fear of getting hurt, because that’s what New Year’s all about ,
Getting another chance, a chance to forgive. to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more, and to stop worrying about “What if…?”
and start embracing “What will be?”
so when the clock strikes 12 at midnight, and the fireworks light up the sky.
Let’s remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other, and not just tonight but all year-long…
We always seem to suppress emotions to the extent that it eventually leads to either a memorable end
Or just a sporadic outburst of them in the End.
You may walk past her everyday,
Waiting for a moment to see her smile,
or Long to Even hear the words ‘Hi’ or ‘Thanks’ from her lovely lips
And wander past the streets on the day you just missed a glimpse of her,
Feeling so lost as ever
Just because you Never gathered up the courage to confess
how much you Adored & loved her.
You loved her when you first saw her happily grabbing a bite at lunch although
you never had a morsel that day however hungry you were,
the day she was helpless in the rain & you walked her home,
the days when she looked fabulous or
even the days she looked terribly unkempt with her lovely hair undone…
The fact is that you Loved her just from the Moment You First Saw Her Because that’s when you knew what “Love” ever was…
She Was Just the Epitome of Perfection you ever knew…no one else could ever come close…
Even when suddenly she walked away silently leaving your world desolate.
She will always remain the ONE
I could hear my heart beating
I could hear everyone’s heart,
I hear the Noise that they’re making
Not one of us moved not even when the gloominess of darkness fell upon us all…
As the Beating Heart is all that I cared for as some way somehow I connected to feeling named Love that Moment
Through the Silence & Isolation of Darkness…
Faith, trust, belief in everything takes a step back,
When all I see is the progressive path that lay beyond.
It maybe one for loner, laden with trials & tribulations which I’m completely not prepared to welcome with open arms,
But nevertheless it’s one which I may not see beyond as dreams is what may drive me lifelong amidst this momentary world,
I may relinquish my pleasures of smiles, love & belonging which my life is drowned in…
But did somebody touch me in a way I never felt before…
I feel as though dancing in the dilemma of choice & direction to stay away from you…
Why is this desire of belonging always so difficult to cope with ???
Being Different, Making the right decisions or thinking rationally was never quite something that really brings out the best in me.
But nevertheless sometimes the outcomes of irrational decisions do turn out to be provisionally unique.
However over time we do ponder over the circumstances that led us to these decisions we eventually took, “Were they just a consequence of hastiness or we just procastrinated in the pressure of the situation?”
The realms of reality tend to get a cold shoulder from us all along until we wake up one day to find the very confines of our existence burnt down to the ashes.
What’s seemed to be something that maybe chosen in the most rational or progressive manner ended up in a catastrophe just because we seldom choose who & what deserves the ‘Right’ amount of Time and Attention in our lives.
Deep down inside her heart lay a question always unanswered,
Amidst the applauds from the masses, the path of glory she strode on, there always seemed that eerie emptiness that haunted every moment.
Anna had made the choices she thought would restrict her dreams from bring fulfilled, but deep within her heart of hearts she knew that letting go Love wasn’t the easiest decision to make,
But it was her capabilities as a career woman she had to prove to herself or perhaps her conscience, all which came but at the cost of something which was an inseparable part of her heart.
A day did not pass when Jason did not pass her head, he had never let her down always stood by her throughout the thick & thin of life, but when the time came to ask her to be with him till she grows old, her silence & reluctance to respond left him shattered
Little did he know that Anna was also fighting a battle of reluctance within her to say ‘Yes’ to him, as sometimes it’s evident that Silence does not speak a lot.
Anna sat back & cried a moment everyday but later she smiled also to herself saying she was the ultimate consequence of the turn of events due to the choices she made.
She had accomplished what very few women her age could, in a relatively short span of time but always it was just the reluctance to accept her emptiness that always haunted her.
Living progressively is a choice we all choose to make at some point in life, but the braver ones never look back at what cost them victory, just take hurdles, love & success as they come to you.
The human brain is blessed with the strongest power of will, it’s for us as individuals to harness it’s true potential.