Deep down inside her heart lay a question always unanswered,
Amidst the applauds from the masses, the path of glory she strode on, there always seemed that eerie emptiness that haunted every moment.
Anna had made the choices she thought would restrict her dreams from bring fulfilled, but deep within her heart of hearts she knew that letting go Love wasn’t the easiest decision to make,
But it was her capabilities as a career woman she had to prove to herself or perhaps her conscience, all which came but at the cost of something which was an inseparable part of her heart.
A day did not pass when Jason did not pass her head, he had never let her down always stood by her throughout the thick & thin of life, but when the time came to ask her to be with him till she grows old, her silence & reluctance to respond left him shattered
Little did he know that Anna was also fighting a battle of reluctance within her to say ‘Yes’ to him, as sometimes it’s evident that Silence does not speak a lot.
Anna sat back & cried a moment everyday but later she smiled also to herself saying she was the ultimate consequence of the turn of events due to the choices she made.
She had accomplished what very few women her age could, in a relatively short span of time but always it was just the reluctance to accept her emptiness that always haunted her.
Living progressively is a choice we all choose to make at some point in life, but the braver ones never look back at what cost them victory, just take hurdles, love & success as they come to you.
The human brain is blessed with the strongest power of will, it’s for us as individuals to harness it’s true potential.
Clogged roads, honking traffic and a sea of umbrellas fighting through,
It was a usual busy rainy Saturday we are so used to.
Grumbling away at the messy sidewalks, a quick swear at the arrogance of the taxi driver,
A lousy day at work, messy wet clothes and a yearning to reach home faster…
How often have we cursed our stars through the day
How often has it been so easy to just give up and fall to depressing routine so easy a prey
Sipping through a mocha at a wayside coffee shop,
I watched the bustling city chug away past showing no signs to stop.
My mind sifted through thoughts of the monotonous moves of life,
Rain or no rain, every day continues to bring with it its share of strife.
And then I saw her toothy smile as she held onto her mamma’s hand and past…
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A rather sunny day out as I sip my cup of coffee in the cafe,
Do I feel the subtle silence all around or is it just the silence that echoes deep within ?
I know I have said things, done things I just don’t mean, but just never did the restraint ever fall in,
Never did choice govern spontaneity at the heat of the hour & it was mere temper that played the villain always ,
Yeah, I did eventually prove & achieve what I yearned for..but all at a cost I won some I lost some, but there wasn’t a moment that the scars of the losses didn’t hurt
The pleasure of wins did always motivate the step on the mountain despite all the broken anklesThat was yesterday I never doubt why it was or how it was but I did wonder why there never ought to be another time,
Today I relate the calmness of the water in the sea to my state of mind & realise the Choice is always mine & there is no second chance, “You either Burn it or Let It Burn You”
The Silence, Solitude & my Soul has always been my companion through the Fall , But now even the RIse seems incomplete without them…
The World of some beautiful people & children, I see just fade in & out as the light shines across the glass.
That’s what I have earned after all this, some call it the conspicuous beginning of the end.
But I say the Beginning is still far far away, that the power of my self-belief
Regardless of how calculative, subdued, or promising the world calls you, the Ability to Rise in Your Own Limits is still bestowed deep within you…”This is your Today” !
The Ray of light breaks out from the dull & dreary confines of the overcast skies hoping to rise above all.
Little does it know that there are a million hearts out there would look upto it to see what may come of it.
I always believe how much ever I say that I leave the sequence of events to destiny but deep down there’s always a small molecule of faith in the hope of goodness.
Some small feeling saying that something good is expected, whether she would say yes or whether I would get the job or will the bad times shy away soon…
Wishes :: they are numerous of them
The fact is that every sign of hope is just a seed implanted in our subconscious mind for our deepest desires from time or the events preceding the inevitable.
Its always never too late to start believing in “Yourself”, boost your morale, self-confidence & face things the Way they come…rather than live in the anticipation of miracles to happen when your Heart knows they may not…what has to happen will find a way to happen someway another despite trying everything to change it.
Remember there is always light you can see at the end of the tunnel & there is always an oasis you spot in the desert…
But take some time & think its always for you to decide before whether the light is an illusion or the oasis was only a mere mirage…
Strangely ironic at times isn’t it? …