We always seem to suppress emotions to the extent that it eventually leads to either a memorable end
Or just a sporadic outburst of them in the End.
You may walk past her everyday,
Waiting for a moment to see her smile,
or Long to Even hear the words ‘Hi’ or ‘Thanks’ from her lovely lips
And wander past the streets on the day you just missed a glimpse of her,
Feeling so lost as ever
Just because you Never gathered up the courage to confess
how much you Adored & loved her.
You loved her when you first saw her happily grabbing a bite at lunch although
you never had a morsel that day however hungry you were,
the day she was helpless in the rain & you walked her home,
the days when she looked fabulous or
even the days she looked terribly unkempt with her lovely hair undone…
The fact is that you Loved her just from the Moment You First Saw Her Because that’s when you knew what “Love” ever was…
She Was Just the Epitome of Perfection you ever knew…no one else could ever come close…
Even when suddenly she walked away silently leaving your world desolate.
She will always remain the ONE
I could hear my heart beating
I could hear everyone’s heart,
I hear the Noise that they’re making
Not one of us moved not even when the gloominess of darkness fell upon us all…
As the Beating Heart is all that I cared for as some way somehow I connected to feeling named Love that Moment
Through the Silence & Isolation of Darkness…
Being Different, Making the right decisions or thinking rationally was never quite something that really brings out the best in me.
But nevertheless sometimes the outcomes of irrational decisions do turn out to be provisionally unique.
However over time we do ponder over the circumstances that led us to these decisions we eventually took, “Were they just a consequence of hastiness or we just procastrinated in the pressure of the situation?”
The realms of reality tend to get a cold shoulder from us all along until we wake up one day to find the very confines of our existence burnt down to the ashes.
What’s seemed to be something that maybe chosen in the most rational or progressive manner ended up in a catastrophe just because we seldom choose who & what deserves the ‘Right’ amount of Time and Attention in our lives.